Thursday, January 12, 2012
Why Is It That When I Can't Sleep I Post Something Here
Yep. Again, I can't sleep so I posted something here. Weird but true. Everytime I can't sleep I just think of lots of things and sometimes post them here. I really don't know. It's just that I can't sleep so I do lots of things including my posting in here. And... , enough for this, I know this doesn't even make sense. I just really hope that this "i-cant-sleep" disorder (what?disorder?) of mine will be gone soon. :(
Monday, January 9, 2012
Title What?
And so we're back to school and surprisingly had classes in almost all the subjects and I.WAS.NOT.HAPPY.WITH.THAT. Well, honestly, I sort of enjoyed being in school seeing those funny faces of my classmates nagging about very simple things and talking SOOO loud and when I say loud, I mean L-O-U-D. But aside from that, the whole schooling thing really pissed me off, really.
Why? Nah. First, I don't like WAKING UP so early just to prepare for school. Second, I don't like SLEEPING so early just to prepare for school. I mean this vacation, I got used to wake up so late and sleep very late and so right now I am having a hard time.
Ugh, at this moment our clock says that it is now 01:04 am and still, I don't feel like sleeping. What to do? What to do? I don't know. Maybe I'll just wait until morning comes and just go to school with big dark eyes but I do think that I'll just look stupid that way. Nevermind. I think I'll just go to bed and close my eyes and try my best to fall asleep while listening to my favorite songs. Dang it. I have never opened my bag since I came home so I am also a bit worried for tomorrow-I mean, later.
Why? Nah. First, I don't like WAKING UP so early just to prepare for school. Second, I don't like SLEEPING so early just to prepare for school. I mean this vacation, I got used to wake up so late and sleep very late and so right now I am having a hard time.
Ugh, at this moment our clock says that it is now 01:04 am and still, I don't feel like sleeping. What to do? What to do? I don't know. Maybe I'll just wait until morning comes and just go to school with big dark eyes but I do think that I'll just look stupid that way. Nevermind. I think I'll just go to bed and close my eyes and try my best to fall asleep while listening to my favorite songs. Dang it. I have never opened my bag since I came home so I am also a bit worried for tomorrow-I mean, later.
Friday, January 6, 2012
It's 2012!!! - - - So???
January 6, 2012 - Page 6 of 366
What I did?
1. Woke up around 7 a.m. for our MTV shoot at 8
2. Rushed everything...Took a bath, brushed my teeth, put on clothes and left house at 8:15 (as always, LATECOMER)
3. 8:30 or what, arrived at Capitol for the MTV shoot
4. Read and memorized lyrics.Stretched my vocal chords.Opened my mouth.And.Blew them all away with my BEAUTIFUL voice XD
*Don't you ever disagree*
What I did?
1. Woke up around 7 a.m. for our MTV shoot at 8
2. Rushed everything...Took a bath, brushed my teeth, put on clothes and left house at 8:15 (as always, LATECOMER)
3. 8:30 or what, arrived at Capitol for the MTV shoot
4. Read and memorized lyrics.Stretched my vocal chords.Opened my mouth.And.Blew them all away with my BEAUTIFUL voice XD
*Don't you ever disagree*
Friday, December 30, 2011
Christmas Party Slash Family Reunion :)
Hey...so December 25th was over (frown) which means our CHRISTMAS PARTY SLASH FAMILY REUNION was also over. And yes, I really enjoyed our stay in Pampanga together with my relatives. I just missed that feeling when I'm with my aunts, uncles and COUSINS. I, particularly, enjoyed the games and the F-O-O-D (yummm...). I just hope that this will happen again next year, December 25, 2012
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Stress-Free
Haha. It's Bonifacio Day today, a holiday, and that just means that we don't have classes. (hooray)
Finally, I had my long-awaited free day. For the past few days, weeks, I had been loaded with so much stuffs that really made my head ache. I had been through different contests and we were also busy doing our school paper. At last, after millions of years of suffering ( okay, i know...that's exaggeration), I was able to free myself. It just feels great to be free from STRESS. This day's so much fun especially because my father and brother are here. I missed this feeling. My family's complete again and i love it.
Finally, I had my long-awaited free day. For the past few days, weeks, I had been loaded with so much stuffs that really made my head ache. I had been through different contests and we were also busy doing our school paper. At last, after millions of years of suffering ( okay, i know...that's exaggeration), I was able to free myself. It just feels great to be free from STRESS. This day's so much fun especially because my father and brother are here. I missed this feeling. My family's complete again and i love it.
I so miss you!
Haa. NOVEMBER 28 was the day, yet I was not by your side... :(
If you only knew what I feel. I so miss you, swear. You are the best of my friends and I thank you for that. I love you bakeker!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (belated)
If you only knew what I feel. I so miss you, swear. You are the best of my friends and I thank you for that. I love you bakeker!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (belated)
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Sad
The Story of a Blind Girl
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, “now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying:
“Just take care of my eyes dear.”
***
This is how human brain changes when the status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who’s always been there even in the most painful situations.
Life Is A Gift
Today before you think of saying an unkind word–
think of someone who can’t speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food–
think of someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife–
think of someone who is crying out to God for a companion.
Today before you complain about life–
think of someone who went too early to heaven.
Before you complain about your children–
think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.
Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn’t clean or sweep–
think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you drive–
think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job–
think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another–
remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down–
put a smile on your face and thank God you’re alive and still around.
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, “now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying:
“Just take care of my eyes dear.”
***
This is how human brain changes when the status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who’s always been there even in the most painful situations.
Life Is A Gift
Today before you think of saying an unkind word–
think of someone who can’t speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food–
think of someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife–
think of someone who is crying out to God for a companion.
Today before you complain about life–
think of someone who went too early to heaven.
Before you complain about your children–
think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.
Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn’t clean or sweep–
think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you drive–
think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job–
think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another–
remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down–
put a smile on your face and thank God you’re alive and still around.
Life is a gift – Live it, Enjoy it,
Celebrate it, and Fulfill it.
***
it touched and moved me, really.
On Feeling Alone
Yesterday, while I was away from school because of a competition, I was able to write something on my pad of paper. I remember writing it while the closing ceremonies were being held. This morning I was able to spot the paper on which I wrote and so I read what was written. Then, I realized that I was much of a fool for writing such.
"And so I suck... I really do.
I am here, tired of listening to what others need to say. My ears hurt. I am alone, well not really 'coz right by my side is Natalia (a sophomore girl who I just met this morning), but still, I consider myself alone. The crowd is uh, yah - large, though there are lots of vacant seats around. Natalia is at my right and a vacant seat is at my left. The fan in front of me blows hard and it really sucks. Screw you fan. You just turned my hair into a very big mess. Aargh!!!
So, this day really sucked. I did not have any fun, at all. Aside from not knowing any one in here, I also do not feel well. I had my cough for so many days now. Still, it's here and i hate it.. And yes, I am supposed to act very nice and good today because it is the celebration for Values Month, but no, I can't. I really do not know what's up to me neither what's wrong with me but that's what I feel - I feel sad. I just thought that maybe, just maybe, it's all because that I have no one to talk to or that my friends are not here. I really miss my friends. Only if I have the power to make myself disappear here and teleport myself to school. Only if I have the power, only if I can do that - but then again, I can't, duh? "
That was such a big FAIL. I really wonder why I wrote that. Maybe that was just an effect of me being sick. I really want this cough out of my body. So to you Mr.Cough, get out of my body,you fool!!!
"And so I suck... I really do.
I am here, tired of listening to what others need to say. My ears hurt. I am alone, well not really 'coz right by my side is Natalia (a sophomore girl who I just met this morning), but still, I consider myself alone. The crowd is uh, yah - large, though there are lots of vacant seats around. Natalia is at my right and a vacant seat is at my left. The fan in front of me blows hard and it really sucks. Screw you fan. You just turned my hair into a very big mess. Aargh!!!
So, this day really sucked. I did not have any fun, at all. Aside from not knowing any one in here, I also do not feel well. I had my cough for so many days now. Still, it's here and i hate it.. And yes, I am supposed to act very nice and good today because it is the celebration for Values Month, but no, I can't. I really do not know what's up to me neither what's wrong with me but that's what I feel - I feel sad. I just thought that maybe, just maybe, it's all because that I have no one to talk to or that my friends are not here. I really miss my friends. Only if I have the power to make myself disappear here and teleport myself to school. Only if I have the power, only if I can do that - but then again, I can't, duh? "
That was such a big FAIL. I really wonder why I wrote that. Maybe that was just an effect of me being sick. I really want this cough out of my body. So to you Mr.Cough, get out of my body,you fool!!!
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Rising Above Them
This is the song lyrics from Demi Lovato's new song Skyscraper. I just liked the lyrics so I posted it here.
Skyscraper
Skies are crying
I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending, like we never had a chance
Do you have to, make me feel like there is nothing left of me?
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
As the smoke clears
I awaken, and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed?
All my windows, still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Go run, run, run I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear, yeah
Go run, run, run
Yeah it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like i'm made of glass
Like i'm made of paper, Ohhh woaah
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper Like a skyscraper
That Awkward Moment
*That awkward moment when your CRUSH said "Hi" to you and your tongue freezed you couldn't say a word, you couldn't even look at him nor move just a little, and worse, your face suddenly turned into tomato red. GAWSH.
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