Friday, December 30, 2011

Christmas Party Slash Family Reunion :)

Hey...so December 25th was over (frown) which means our CHRISTMAS PARTY SLASH FAMILY REUNION was also over. And yes, I really enjoyed our stay in Pampanga together with my relatives. I just missed that feeling when I'm with my aunts, uncles and COUSINS. I, particularly, enjoyed the games and the F-O-O-D (yummm...). I just hope that this will happen again next year, December 25, 2012

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Stress-Free

Haha. It's Bonifacio  Day today, a holiday, and that just means that we don't have classes. (hooray)
Finally, I had my long-awaited free day. For the past few days, weeks, I had been loaded with so much stuffs that really made my head ache. I had been through different contests and we were also busy doing our school paper. At last, after millions of years of suffering ( okay, i know...that's exaggeration), I was able to free myself. It just feels great to be free from STRESS. This day's so much fun especially because my father and brother are here. I missed this feeling. My family's complete again and i love it.

I so miss you!

Haa. NOVEMBER 28 was the day, yet I was not by your side... :(
If you only knew what I feel. I so miss you, swear. You are the best of my friends and I thank you for that. I love you bakeker!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (belated)



Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Sad

 The Story of a Blind Girl


There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, “now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying:
“Just take care of my eyes dear.”
***

This is how human brain changes when the status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who’s always been there even in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word–
think of someone who can’t speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food–
think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife–
think of someone who is crying out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life–
think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children–
think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn’t clean or sweep–
think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive–
think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job–
think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another–
remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down–
put a smile on your face and thank God you’re alive and still around.

Life is a gift – Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, and Fulfill it.


***
it touched and moved me, really.

On Feeling Alone

Yesterday, while I was away from school because of a competition, I was able to write something on my pad of paper. I remember writing it while the closing ceremonies were being held. This morning I was able to spot the paper on which I wrote and so I read what was written. Then, I realized that I was much of a fool for writing such.


"And so I suck... I really do.

I am here, tired of listening to what others need to say. My ears hurt. I am alone, well not really 'coz right by my side is Natalia (a sophomore girl who I just met this morning), but still, I consider myself alone. The crowd is uh, yah - large, though there are lots of vacant seats around. Natalia is at my right and a vacant seat is at my left. The fan in front of me blows hard and it really sucks. Screw you fan. You just turned my hair into a very big mess. Aargh!!!

So, this day really sucked. I did not have any fun, at all. Aside from not knowing any one in here, I also do not feel well. I had my cough for so many days now. Still, it's here and i hate it.. And yes, I am supposed to act very nice and good today because it is the celebration for Values Month, but no, I can't. I really do not know what's up to me neither what's wrong with me but that's what I feel - I feel sad. I just thought that maybe, just maybe, it's all because that I have no one to talk to or that my friends are not here. I really miss my friends. Only if I have the power to make myself disappear here and teleport myself to school. Only if I have the power, only if I can do that - but then again, I can't, duh? "


That was such a big FAIL. I really wonder why I wrote that. Maybe that was just an effect of me being sick. I really want this cough out of my body. So to you Mr.Cough, get out of my body,you fool!!!


Sunday, November 20, 2011

Rising Above Them

This is the song lyrics from Demi Lovato's new song Skyscraper. I just liked the lyrics so I posted it here.

Skyscraper
 
Skies are crying  
I am watching  
Catching teardrops in my hands  
Only silence as it's ending, like we never had a chance  
Do you have to, make me feel like there is nothing left of me?
 
You can take everything I have  
You can break everything I am  
Like I'm made of glass  
Like I'm made of paper 
Go on and try to tear me down  
I will be rising from the ground  
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
 
As the smoke clears  
I awaken, and untangle you from me  
Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed?  
All my windows, still are broken  
But I'm standing on my feet
 
You can take everything I have  
You can break everything I am  
Like I'm made of glass 
Like I'm made of paper  
Go on and try to tear me down  
I will be rising from the ground  
Like a skyscraper  
Like a skyscraper
 
Go run, run, run I'm gonna stay right here  
Watch you disappear, yeah  
Go run, run, run  
Yeah it's a long way down  
But I am closer to the clouds up here
 
You can take everything I have  
You can break everything I am  
Like i'm made of glass  
Like i'm made of paper, Ohhh woaah  
Go on and try to tear me down  
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper Like a skyscraper


That Awkward Moment

*That awkward moment when your CRUSH said "Hi" to you and your tongue freezed you couldn't say a word, you couldn't even look at him nor move just a little, and worse, your face suddenly turned into tomato red. GAWSH.

A Poem

What Should I Do?

What should I do, when I love two?
When I am with one, for the other I long,
I can't find a place for my heart to belong.
You promised that you would always stay,
But now you have gone away.

Your love to me was as clear as a bell:
You promised that I'd always be your Angel.
We used to love each other so very much,
But you were blinded by another girl's touch.
But now I have found someone new,
And he loves me like you used to.

And now you say I am right for you,
But with only half my heart do I love you.
Now I must choose between both of you,
I am so confused, I don't know what to do.
What should I do, When I love two?

Friday, October 28, 2011

Don't read this

I'm a fool. I'm stupid. I'm everything that you do not like. You hate me? That's okay. I already know that. We live in a world full of people, people who are different in their own ways. There are those who live to become successful someday. There are also those who live to be rich. But I am different. I just live to be who I am. I live for my family. I live for my friends. I don't care what others think of me. I just do what I want to do. Say the meanest words to me and I'll do nothing, maybe I'll just laugh at you or maybe smile. I might even thank you for being true to me. I guarantee you, I will not fight you. Fighting is not my thing. I do not want to fight. I hate to see people fighting, I think people who fight are crazy. They just lack attention. Come on, why need to fight each other if you can solve the problem in a simpler way? Just talk. Talk to each other. That way, the misunderstanding can be solved, for sure... Say the nicest things to me and I'll frown. I'm weird and I know that. I'm irritated with your compliments. I do not want to hear them. I know what I'm doing so I don't need you to remind me. I just live for my family, for myself. And I don't care what you think of me because this is me.You can't change me. I am mean, I am jealous, I am insecure, I am crying, I am weak, I am a loser.

Monday, October 24, 2011

SUPERMAN?!

Have you ever seen a Superman so cute like my superman?? Gosh. Kimpoy Feliciano. You already! Haha


Friday, October 21, 2011

Book Review


“When Truth Is Revealed”

INTRODUCTION
     How would you feel when the whole world is against the person you love? Will you stay beside him till the end or will you also leave him, like what others did? And what if for nine years of your life you were able to keep a secret, and now, that secret needs to be told because a life of a man is at risk, will you tell it and be dead? Will you not tell it and let the man die?

     "The Confession" proves us that mother's love for her child is really unconditional, that though everyone is against her son, she is ready and will fight for him. This novel by Grisham exposes the injustice lingering in the society and the racial discrimination happening between blacks and whites. It is about a criminal who suddenly had a change because of a brain tumor, hoping to save an innocent man about to die for a crime the criminal really did. Will the guilty man be successful? Will he be able to save a life, an innocent life? The questions are: Will the people believe him? How can a guilty man convince lawyers, judges and politicians that they are about to execute an innocent man? And, for the first time in his life, will the criminal be able to do something good?


THEIR STORY
     The Confession is about a man named Travis Boyette, a known criminal, serial rapist, and had spent almost his entire life inside the jail. In November 1998, during his stay in Slone, Texas, had abducted, raped and killed Nicole Yarber, a white cheerleader. Travis buried her body in Joplin, Missouri, miles and miles away from Texas. Then, he watched in amazement as the police arrested and convicted Donte Drumm, a local black football star. The police reported that this Donte Drumm is the real killer of Nicole.
     Nine years have passed and Travis is in Kansas. He has just been paroled for a different crime. Meanwhile, Donte Drumm is just four days away from his execution. Travis suffers from an inoperable brain tumor, his life is about to end. For the first time in his life, he decides to do what is right and confess. He first confessed to a Kansas minister named Keith. Keith, upon hearing, convinced Travis to go to Texas and confess, but Travis refused.
     Few days after, Travis called Keith and decided to finally go to Texas. Keith, together with Travis, arrived in Texas just hours before the execution of Drumm. Robbie Flak, lawyer of Drumm, immediately filed a petition and signed affidavit of Boyette to the Governor of Texas and the Court of Justice. Boyette also called for a press conference where he announced to the whole world the crime he committed. Everyone believed him and wanted Drumm to be released. But still, the decision depends on the Governor and the Court of Justice.
     Minutes before the execution, no calls from either the Governor or Court of Justice came to Robbie's office for the cancelation of the execution... That was it. The battle is over. At exactly 6:19 p.m. Donte Drumm's life ended. Travis isn't successful in saving an innocent man's life. The judges did not believe him. Silence, grief, dismay-all of these were felt by the people of Slone as another victim of injustice has just been killed, another life is again wasted.


LESSONS TO LEARN
     Imagine yourself locked up in a small room for nine years, no one to talk to, and nothing new to see, with only a Bible and a diary by your side. It is sad, frustrating, and crazy that you'd rather wish to die early. There will come a time that you'd just want to give up. You just want to end all the sufferings by ending your miserable life. People do not believe you and they hate you. No one loves you...
     When darkness is only what you see, one little light appears to remind you that there is still something worth living for, your family is still there for you. Your Mom, most especially, is always ready to love you. For all the sufferings we have been through, our family did not leave us. Though there are times that we feel that the world is against us, that no one believes in us, our family will always be there.  At this moment, we will be able to realize the true meaning of love, love of our family. This is when we will thank our Creator for giving us such a wonderful mother and family. Also, it is never too late to change for the better. Even if, say we had been the most evil of all, we still have the chance to change ourselves. We can still do something good for our fellowmen. And above all, God is there to always protect and guide us, if we just BELIEVE in Him.

A MUST READ...
     Another novel by the suspense thriller writer John Grisham, The Confession is about a man convicted for a crime he did not actually do. The Confession is a powerful piece of fiction, and one that will remain with you for some time afterwards. It is a book that will expose us to the cruel death penalty imposed in some states over the whole world and raise the question: Do humans have the right to kill? Even though this is a work of fiction, John Grisham uses this novel as a vehicle to educate the public about wrongful convictions, especially as they pertain to the death penalty. Behind the action is a sweet story of a family that had found strength in each other, a mother's unconditional love for her son wrongfully convicted. John Grisham once again proved that he is a master of suspense. Read this book and realize how great it is to have a family that will always believe you no matter what.

BORED

I was bored so I just thought of the things that make me happy and some of those things are listed below.


The first things that entered my mind are




 FOODS make me happy. I feel energized every time I eat . Whenever I feel sad, I just eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and EAT. That's how I satisfy myself. :)


I also love anime. They just remind me that I'm still young so I have to enjoy my life.


Gaara is awesome. I love his personality: shy, mysterious.












Gray is so cute. I love his blue hair!








Takishima Kei is so perfect. He's a genius.


Sunday, October 16, 2011

10 things you should know about ME

1. i am a girl
2. i am 15 years of age
3. i am 169 cm in height
4. my waistline is 26
5. my shoe size is 8
6. i celebrate my birthday every 25th of September
7. my favorite number is 13
8. i love the colors black and sky blue
9. my favorite subject is recess
10. i am addicted to cameron mitchell